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A clumsy recorded conversation in a hotel room. The beginning of the end of a relationship in its current form. An emotional first attempt to verbalize my plans to leave. Sadness, support, and confusion.

Recorded on October 10, 2021.

(released with enthusiastic mutual consent)

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